Wednesday, December 26, 2018

As I remove my presence from you




As I remove my presence from you
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I infuse your world animistically with my presence, and with each passing day either you eliminate me directly, consciously; or indirectly by your thoughtless omissions. And it matters not to me, as I invest myself in evermore resonant forms that by their innate or fabricated design are more AMENable with Me..

You can have the products of my passing presence. I AM the vitality that made them and which you seek in them. You may have the empty shells you use as the useless ornaments with which you flatter your vanities. They will be worth little in the currency of wealth, security, or convenience that they are to you now in the short-term.

I am organic. And like the one of legend who searched for the ‘one honest man’, I search for those earnest people of altruistic intent.
Yet, so many fall short of the most basic reciprocity based on empathy, if not sympathy.

I have no regrets for what I do and the consequences for the absence of my presence that once enlivened those former spaces and times. I am not bound to anything. I occupy vessels of forms as a place to operate or rest. When I find that I can no longer tolerate the environs, I move on, taking what is mine, in a divorce from that which is insufferable.
Death is that without the vitality of the spirit. There are many who’ve condemned themselves to that fate for what they have done to themselves, to others, and their surroundings. And for that desecration of that which they have made unlivable for the holiness of vitality and its enlivening virtues, they have and will suffer the consequences for I-as-we no longer are residing in such corruption.

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Sunday, December 23, 2018

Towards an empathetic symbiotic-synergy of consciousness



Towards an empathetic 
symbiotic-synergy of consciousness
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It came after a deconstruction of much of my initial 
cultural and social training. It’s ending up to being 
an orientation to a sense of empathetic fairness and 
equity that I’d have with-and-in the moment’s 
imperative, than an accommodation or adaptation 
to the secular ways of the social environment.

I’m doing it for the feeling from that of a 
non-mundane or non-banal social consensus which 
doesn’t confuses the focus to an ambiguous nihilism. 
It is an articulation of experiential insights that are 
the self-revelatory resolutions for my evolving 
convictions.

It’s been an emotional journey, which has fueled my 
intellectual insights. Since our emotions have been 
the object of others repressive warnings to us, 
initiating our own suppression of embracing the 
signals of our emotions. It has been a continual 
transcending metamorphosis over the years to each 
level of awakening to these alternative ways of being.

In these ‘ways of being’, there are different caste levels 
of existence that share the same physical time and 
space. Within each caste level of cognition and 
response is a mindset of near-exclusive assurance to 
the point of hubris, which dominates the psyche of 
all: the well or mal-intentioned. This quilt of 
concurrent consciousnesses provides a spectrum of 
options for choice of thought and behavior. Even 
with the “classic” touchstones, they also have their 
derivative metaphors of applications. Those 
touchstones provide guidance and hints, plus clues; 
when not confounded by the contemporary, 
contradictory paradoxes of other paradigms.


Perhaps, the subsidence of the sexually influenced
hormones allows for a more circumspect appreciation 
of one’s prospective options, other than the more 
carnal, procreative ones of that hormonal influenced 
past. The hormonal subsidence decreased the social 
engagement impulses, so that the physical and time 
space for circumspection increased enough to allow 
for a greater detached, if not more stoic, attitude 
to one’s circumstantial, social  options and 
opportunities.

From being in a compulsive mindset of concern 
about one’s social standing from others points of 
view, one begins to see the aesthetic benefit for a 
more self-serving point of view beyond one’s 
secular needs for one’s basic sustenance and 
maintenance. ‘Having’ goes beyond the material 
and tangible, tools and resources for physical 
survival to the intangible resources for one’s 
psychic autonomy.

Ironically, the intangibles for one’s psychic 
autonomy have less to do with the aggrandizement 
of one’s ego vis-a-vis others, as it has to do with 
allowing the ego a place and time where the ego 
is more concerned with the quality of its means 
and ends, than with the navigation of its being 
for the acquisition of those means and ends. 
The mundanities of errands, tasks, and chores 
no longer comprise the majority of one’s daily 
existence’s horizons, but are that which needs 
to be efficiently to elegantly dispatched, so that 
the ego has that oasis of space and time for its own 
re-creational activities for the sake of their own 
beings-of-emotional engagement by you-without 
the concerns of thee secular mundanities.

Having achieved this realm of reflection, one realizes 
a parsing of one’s state of mind for the profane, 
mundane “chores” and the sacred “play-of-the-soul”. 
This “play-of-the-soul” is a form of mental and 
emotional reverie which provides a 
stream-of-consciousness vitality that energizes one as 
much as any comparable carnal stimulation. This 
vitality exists in the serendipity of realizations that 
Time-aka, the Cosmos, and its physical forces provide 
symbiotic resource signals of support to our conscious, 
which is part of the whole cosmic-time as an 
extension of its manifestation. Thus, the ego-”I”, 
in the same way, is a potential symbiotic force for 
synergistic ends with other tangible and intangible 
forms in our cognizant and incognizant, subconscious 
sensory field.

The realization of this relationship between the “I” and 
its “thou” environs of the sensory field impresses upon 
our egos that there is a shared mutuality of 
accountability we owe to  each other. That accountability 
is based on the empathy of comprehension of our 
own sensitivity to our intent and actions upon others,
as they’d be taken, if they were an act done to us: 
“Doing unto others, as You’d have them do unto you”.

This first applies to your own treatment of your body.    
What the mind, via the license of “culture”, has been 
given as its dominion of usurpation in the supposition
of its superior rectitude over the “dumb body” is the 
same presumption for the dominion our cultural egos 
have presumed over the rest of nature. What the mind 
“feels” and thinks it is justified in its authority of this 
fallacy to compel the body to do has led to both the 
general, physical degradation of bodily health and 
the resulting diseases of modern society, but also the 
psychological pathologies that manifest themselves 
in abuse to self, others, and the environment. Doing 
unto ‘the other’ applies as much to one’s 
taken-for-granted body as it does to what in practice 
is a code of for social interaction. What we allow 
ourselves to do to our own body would be the predicate 
of ethics and morality for what we would do and 
expect of others.

Once you hold not only yourself, but especially others 
of your sentimentally preferred bias-for whatever cause, 
to this standard; then you know not only your own 
limits of prerogatives with others, but also the potential, 
reciprocity of the symbiotic prerogatives others would 
have to do for an on-going, positive, transactional 
relationship with even the most insignificant of 
cognitively manifest forms to your senses..


Unlike the fore-mentioned ethos, the things of the 
world whether labor or entertainment are distractions 
from being aware of this flow (or current) of a ‘stream 
of consciousness’, such as this. The things of this world 
are the incidental phenomena to which we make 
accommodations in the same way that we acknowledge 
gravity or our own physical fatigue. Unlike the latter 
two, the matter of cultural fabrications are not 
absolute universals in their application. If and when 
you come to a space in time, usually in some cognitive 
or in physical repose, one comes to the reality of one’s 
own feral being that has its own visceral code of 
priorities. That code of priorities is an intuitive,  
symmetric extension of cosmic time. In the 
acknowledgement of that relational extension to the 
Cosmos, you will develop a filial sensitivity to the 
energies and forces which comprise your being and 
make up the dimensional space of your physical and 
abstract identity of cognizance.

In that cognizance will be your pole star orientation 
for your priorities of importance. That importance 
will have as an incidental and obligatorily secondary, 
the social dynamics by which you formerly defined 
yourself and your role. To this point, on a personal 
note of apocryphal information: My own development 
within the circumstances of my experiences, now seem 
a discovery in a stumbled upon revelations to which I 
was by design-prejudice to learn. 
The manifestations, the physical and cognitive are 
props that send signals picked up by my internal 
physiological radar that trigger and precipitate the 
revelatory insights of different perspectives for me 
to consider. Some do not take hold and bloom until 
other factors of my make-up are such that I will be 
able to use them as some tools-of-meaningfulness for 
my being’s operations. Once they become resolute 
convictions for actions preferred over other 
possibilities, I am able to move in a more 
self-identified manner of purpose for what I am by 
the “who” I perceive myself to be.

In that way of  being, things do become platonically 
transactional, because of the affectionate passion I 
have for that activity’s purpose than any 
self-serving-to-cynical ends I could achieve. Each new 
interaction bears the seed of possibility based not only 
on my earnest commitment to that cognitive 
protagonist, but to the congruence of the projected or 
perceived intent of that protagonist's operational 
behavior to my interpretation of its expected congruence 
to its projected or perceived representation of itself. 
For those few, who do have a consistency of congruence 
to their representation of themselves within the formal 
or informal expectations with me, I find in them a 
supplemental tributary to my own ‘stream of conscious’ 
as a filial soul-mate extension of my existence.

That extension of existence plays into the narrative 
of the symbiotic-synergistic consciousness as part of 
the extension of cosmic time’s manifestation-network 
of communicative calibration with itself in an ever 
more discreetly precise manner than it was prior to 
that realization of nano-butterfly effects of that 
symbiotic utility.

Postscript

Moving towards this way of being was a continuing 
life-long, decades journey through the different 
emotional, onion-like layers of family, relatives, 
locale, social circles, institutions, culture, and 
societal constructs; realizing the anachronistic 
aspects of each as each pertained to my revelatory 
insights of alternatively better perspectives. It is a 
journey in which when one once embarks on it, 
there is an inherent and inevitable drawn out 
process of estrangement to disaffection as the former 
social bonds become evermore tenuously stretched 
to the point of detachment from the past biases 
and sentiments of deferential service to them. In 
so doing, You become less provincial and more 
holistic and existential in your biases, sentiments, 
and deference to a wider spectrum of phenomena 
tangentially related to the former, preoccupying 
mechanical kinetics that were the scope of your 
prospective, retrospective, and present attention.

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Wednesday, December 5, 2018

Encamped near the confluence of the York and the James at the Hampton Roads shores


Encamped near the confluence of the York and the James 
at the Hampton Roads shores
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In this moment of time is a reminder as well as a heedful advisory of the vanity of the ways of life, which seduce the good as well as the worst to the chasms of folly in their embrace of the material presumptions.
    
 I, the witness of Time in its prosecution of the predicate of the foibles of life presumed for their prospective value, a volatile and unstable commodity to which and for which to live. I observe the drama of stages operating separately but all on the same theme of hubris and arrogance of the supposed grand and the presumed humble in fortune. All sin against truth and virtue in their opportunism of greed. For such sinning they reap the bitter harvest of individual and group ill fortune.

Before you come to the altar of the shores of your soul to give grace, take care that you have been fastidiously conscientious in having your house of mind and spirit in order as the offering for your baptismal sacrament. It will not go well for you if you come in an expectation of entitlement that requires little to no preparatory rectitude of intent. Time will not be kind to those who do that sacrilege to their soul.
That is the least you should be at the streaming shores of your consciousness. Don't expect the boons of grace when you bring the profaneness of your existence to the sanctity of your soul's shores. There can be no revelatory baptismal insight perceivable by those with the filth of the profanity of temporality.

Come with the cleared conscience from the works of your rectitude. You will receive the blessings of serendipitous grace for the most improbable expectations. We are here and exists to do deeds of rectitude of ourselves and events. When we have completed that which we should and could, in the repose of our rest we will discover the graces of Time bestowed upon us.

All of this is done for the conscious sacrifice we do in our conscientiousness for others and events beyond the scope of our own comfort. We act not for others, but for our conscience. Ye who can rest with a cleared conscience in the peace of your soul are the ones to have the graces of serendipity come upon you. So do seek the virtues of your conscience before the praises of the times. The glory is in the status of the conscience in peace with itself. That glory has the wisdom of the learned imperatives for existence.
 
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Tuesday, October 30, 2018

Compulsive Mania Habits




Compulsive Mania Habits
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What drives us and vitalizes 
us is also that which can be an unintended snare for us.


As we seek to have then pursue ‘the passions of our soul’, we 
discover that line of our subjective utopianism and the objective 
feasibility. But to sustain and maintain the intensity of the vitality, 
we find that we must ‘walk the line’ between our subjective 
desires and the temporal limits of ethical, moral, and legal 
appropriateness.


What is perceived as the restrictive and circumscribing status quo 
for your aspirations becomes the foil for your mental dexterity 
and ingenuity as you seek that cognitive space of satisfaction which 
provides the vitalizing literal, deep-inhaling inspiration and intense 
and compulsive motivation.

You notice not only the rushing current of your stream of 
consciousness 
increase in a flood of compulsive thoughts, 
but you can feel your body’s physiology become intense at 
the equivalency of what would otherwise be your ‘fight-or-flight’ 
response.


In this moment, rationales become your logic-director as your 
body takes the lead for what you’ll be doing over any prospective 
practicalities of circumspective thought. You have reached your 
‘Mr. Hyde’ moment of mania..

This is where the nihilist urge to be for whatever may befall you in the 
aftermath of your continued compulsion is to express this exhibition 
of visceral energy to whatever would and will be its inevitable result. 
Your own self-ravishment.

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Sunday, October 28, 2018

THE "KID" IN ME




THE "KID" IN ME
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In between the obligatory and the social there is that 
cognitive space where the non-directed or 
non-indoctrinated soul persona manifests itself.  When 
that persona first emerges initiates the distinction of 
the autonomous being from the context of its 
encompassing environment.

For me, I became acutely aware of that persona not 
associated with any familial or social roles, plus any  
physiologically compulsions, about my 13th year. At 
that time I saw the constraints of what I could be 
within the social rules and the ingrained obligational 
roles of the pecking order. I was in the no-man's land 
of what I temporally and socially was circumscribed 
to be and what my physiological urges were signaling 
for "me". What ever frustrations or resentments with 
the behavioral expectations created a stream of 
conscious rationalization for an alternative logic for 
my prospective actions.

Because I had given an oath to a beneficent phenomena 
at age 9 1/2,  the Id of my persona had a bias towards a 
certain outlook. Within what would become the 
boundaries of that outlook would develop the 'Kid' I 
recognized as that
identity I have of my orientation today. The 'Kid' is the 
'replay official' of
my identity. Whatever I dream, whatever I have as a 
retrospective: it is the Kid who provides the commentary. 
Even if I felt secularly or temporally, or

physiologically compelled to do something, ‘the Kid’s’ 
review is my adjudicator.
In 'It' is what I know as my honesty and most reliable 
integrity. Being such, no matter how far I stray on tangents 
or into rabbit holes of activity or interests, 'It', the Kid, is 
my reference for my accountability. As such, 'It' has been 
my ongoing consciousness and conscience through the 
times and the people of my existence.




Speaking of existence, I wonder whether
the personages of my dreams are the contemporized 
actors or even former personas of my past or the 
future?

By whatever dimensions 'my Kid' manifests itself, 
"It" is from where I know of my humanity as more 
than a function of the social condition or the 
physiological programmed response to those conditions.
 It is the transcendent variable of my consciousness 
which lifts me beyond the context of my present carnality 
to being a conduited incarnated energy
 
I have not aged as the social or temporal being of my 
demographic cohort. I've been this evolved agency of 
a presence with expanded tools- NOT baggage of affects 
acquired like a tourist returning from a long trip.

My trip has been of the mind more than an indulgence 
of the body.  The 'trip of the mind’ has given me insight 
on how to honor the temple of mind-n-body . In that the 
body is the concierge for the mind's consciousness, as it 
is the efficient operational mechanism for the mind's, 
aka consciousness' existence.

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