SENSUALITY THAT TRANSCENDED AGE AND SOCIAL STATUS

 

  MRS W: Goodness me, although I really am a respectable Christian, married lady, I must admit I am flattered by your last message. I know I shouldn't really say, but it is lovely receiving such compliments, having eyes roam over me like that does enhance my self-consciousness, I really wouldn't be able to make eye contact with.

ME: Ahhhhh... Things expressed nonverbally are just as telling. And Your shy acknowledgement would be affirmed with kisses , first with kisses to your raised lips and then to your breasts as my hands would accompany my lips in feeling the contours of their full softness.

MRS W: oh my goodness, I cannot believe this is happening to me, im sure this cannot be right, 1m a respectable christian married lady... Look, we have a christian daughter too.... oh god help me, what are you doing to me, i shouldn't allow this Please don't stare at my breasts like that. Can't you see I'm a respectable lady with a respectable christian husband and daughter?

ME: More than stare.. I lean over and give you an ardent full-mouth french kiss..     MRS W: noooooo.. oHH i’m sure this isn't right...!          ME: The taste of your lips and mouth undermine your protestations

MRS W: oh my god [why am i allowing this?]        ME: You feel the tingling aroused excitement as my hand now feels what my eyes have been groping..          MRS W: god his hands are all over me, his tongue probing deep into my mouth, my married mouth

ME: Your hands no longer pressing against my chest but resting as a caress of them as you feel my hand move up between your legs              MRS W: no no noooo oh god why don't i tell him to stop, p-p-lease please.. you must remove you hand from under my skirt.... im sure this isn't right.. please please

------LATER ON..
MRS W.:  Hello           ME: Hello, Pussy.  l'm Looking forward to having my fingers deep into that soft fur of that married pussy of yours.                 MRS W.:   oh err hello..  oh my god, im so ashamed of how i acted yesterday, im sorry.                  

ME:   Reaching and cupping your breaststs as I bring your lips to mine.      MRS W.:   this is me,a respectable lady, im sorry for yesterday... no no please not again..Noooo.            ME: Reaching up between the legs of your 'kulott' and rubbing that crotch of yours like I did yesterday..

MRS W.:   no no im sorry i really am not like that, I am a respectable christian married lady.. please remove your hand from my crotch        ME:  Your breast's nipples hardening says that Your labia likes the feel of my fingers probing up there. [purposely pushing 2-fingers into the vaginal depression]                        

MRS W.:   oh god noooo please please not there!!      ME :   Moving my hand up to the belt line then down into your panties...      MRS W.:   mmmm nooooooo oh god help me, why wont he stop. What sort of lady does he think i am?

https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/1_M0xEQVYBV0sZUmdMRw_LWGxM9kfrKXSO4eCRUWl05k/edit?usp=sharing

 

 

OUR INNER-CHILD WILL LEAD US

 OUR INNER-CHILD WILL LEAD US-Reverencing our individual souls

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                                                                    MASTURBATION!!

You wrote: Hello hi I've read all your masturbation information and I totally get it.. So what about this? There's an older lady here that does it and she claims that within 2-hours with her touching kissing and masturbation that I'll have the biggest explosive orgasm ever, and mine are already super intensely edgy. Is that true?  

 What you think?

Most definitely!                                             

You may have noticed the physiological beneficial effects, such as bowel evacuation, urination, (immediate subsequent sneezing?), and graphically intense, surreal dreams-besides the conscious relaxation.

For the physical system health, the shitting and pissing gets rid of the physical waste from piling up in you. The sneezing is an idiosyncrasy I've been having for 40+ years an its now, after prostate surgeries, the indication of intensity my former stronger ejaculations gave me.

Another thing, when I was more socially invested than my present misanthropic anti-social ways, the intensity of focus I may have n a person whom I know and am jacking-off to seems to have that person more aware of my presence and demeanor around them, even if its a transactional, benign, neutral perfunctory act. Also, person can be independently solicitous and sensually  suggestive-as if she knew what's on my mind.

Lastly, my roles as a participant in a strange or HABITUAL way gives me insight on my subconscious reaction that differ from my mundane pedestrian actions.

The DREAMS are what quite importantly significant to me!! The vividness and characterization of, usually total strangers with credible actions and personality is just the beginning. The location and the serial reappearance of the characters in cameo roles makes these dreams very intriguing to me for their more-than-holographic-fiction and their subtle to direct messaging to me.
 'IN THESE HARDENING TIMES..', wank-away!!
https://nakedhumanity.blogspot.com/2024/03/masturbation.html

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‘Dies Irae’ (Days of Wrath)

 

                                 More Elemental than specie progenitors of our nature
 

After doing the latest explanation of the coincidental association of the chaotic historical events that have occurred on my birthday, August 24th, and my behavior, as described by my high school physics teacher, '..., Wherever you are chaos reigns!'. I came to this self-realization. At the time I was flattered-to-amusement by that descriptive pejorative of myself. As I noted above in my repeated incidental explanations, which reviewed my prior days and years, it did reveal how my presence was seen by the various provincial, power-that-be of whatever status quo as a disruptive presence to the paradigms of their emotional order.
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MAYBE there might be a connection in the seasonal historic moment between my feral nature and Mount Vesuvius inundating Hell-fire on Pompey [https://i.ytimg.com/vi/dnBAHVPB4rY/maxresdefault.jpg ]
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 , the sacking of Rome [https://cdn.britannica.com/48/132748-050-41851CA7/Alaric-illustration-Athens.jpg ] ,
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the slaughter of the Huguenots [https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/4/40/La_masacre_de_San_Bartolom%C3%A9%2C_por_Fran%C3%A7ois_Dubois.jpg/1200px-La_masacre_de_San_Bartolom%C3%A9%2C_por_Fran%C3%A7ois_Dubois.jpg ],
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the burning of DC by the British in 1814 [https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/9/9c/British_Burning_Washington.jpg ]
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 , and last but not all the 24 August calamities: the land-fall of Hurricane Andrew [https://noaanhc.files.wordpress.com/2017/08/ir-image-of-andrew-at-landfall-aug-24-1992.gif ], as it introduced the devastation of hurricane season.
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More than just an outlier-of-culture or 'an enemy of the state', I am the personification of the uprooting, NOT the fulfillment as in scripture,
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"John 15:25, King James Version: 25 But this cometh to pass, that the word might be fulfilled that is written in their law, They hated me without a cause.
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My advent heralds the season of uprooting change of what-has-been for 'what-will-be'. As such, whatever temporal iterations of my character were the transient morphings of micro-historical circumstance operating in the foreground of mundane appearances, while the background subconscious and unconscious processes were gestating the self-realization to which I'm pronouncing here.
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The end times have been dawning since the beginning of the 21st Century. You can say that 9-11-01 was the tangible and declarative statement of the end times for what has been called the "normal rule of order". All the asymmetry that has occurred you could call the "Heathen Uprising", aka 'Barbarians' storming the barricades-of-normalcy, under the guise of the authorized and, AS WELL, the unauthorized. —-----------------------
As humankind has set itself as detached and above the 'elemental order', the latter elemental-order has begun the retributions for all that has exceeded the margins of tolerance in the different expressions of feral, non-fabricated, elemental existence. The data validity, plus the moral authority of those given the fiduciary privilege of governance and its administration has eroded by the serious undermining actions of those holding those positions. Their deviance from any acceptable modulating from the core paradigms of elemental existence has brought down the havoc on all-both the innocent and the indictable.
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 It's at this juncture that I entered this realm of human hubris on August 24th 1950. What and how that date would be identified in solar or galactic time would be interesting to know. Since that period of time, which coincidentally begins with the zodiac constellation [of ironically] 'Virgo', is at the transition of climates. Also, a new moon in Virgo occurs only at the end of August and in the beginning of September when both the Moon and Sun are in the Virgo zodiac sign. New Moon and Full Moon in Virgo make you aggressive in the search for perfection ….
 [https://lunaf.com/astrology/moon-in-zodiac/virgo/ ].
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Besides the noted aforementioned catastrophes, the Celtic Druid and so-named Seer, Merlyn of Arthurian legends was born under the Virgo New Moon.
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What causes this? Climatology has been seriously studied only within the last 40 years. Historical records in the northern latitudes have shown a spike in not only the recent Geo-atmospherics, but human compulsiveness during the last week of August and the first week of September [Nazi Germany invades Poland 9/1/1939]. I'd posit that the release of energy with the more increasing arctic regions cooler temperatures-before 'global warming'-allowed for the release of energy that had been sequestered during the warming months of May-June-July, peaking in the early August 'Dog Days'.
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I and others born, CIRCA 22 August and the 11TH of September were affected not only by the greater energy release, but also the 'New Moon Effects'-
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When the moon is new, it’s most nearly between the Earth and sun for any particular month. It’s rising and setting when the sun does and the moon is traveling across the sky with the sun during the day. Because it is near the sun its shadowed side points toward Earth, and hence it is invisible, except when it crosses the face of the sun in a solar eclipse [https://earthsky.org/moon-phases/new-moon/ ] -(Moon is there but not seen, except in the event of an eclipse: an unseen presence until circumstance compelled it). —-------------------------------
An interesting side-note: those born between 22 August and 11 September were conceived, probably, in the 20th of November and the 11th of December when energy storage was being increased. By the end of our gestation we'd have a comparatively greater degree of energy stored in us-hypothetically. —--------------------------- As one of that trimester late-November to late-August cadre, we are in close synchronization with the climatic elements.
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Our temperaments, subconsciously and mostly unconsciously-until introspection gives us the insight to these connections, can be the anthropomorphic latter-day representation of those historical and climactic events. Being conduits, vectors, and portals that express the excess energy of the time would explain why we exist beyond the conventions of the present order and its status quo matrix.
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https://junysconfessions.blogspot.com/2024/03/more-elemental-than-specie-progenitors.html
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IF those unknown people in our dreams are Holographs projections, if not avatar Spirits?

 

Come visit

This question has intrigued me, since I've encountered so many ad hoc cameo characters of graphic substantiveness and those who've been 'frequent flyer' characters in my dreams, though I've never known them before. Are those images of those who have lived or those presently living-if not also from the future? They are more substantial that what was shown in that introductory link. They're more like the persons in action in the link.

From old mentors to secular authority figures, these persons are more than figments or compositions of past synaptic signals. They ARE versions of perspectives as mine is the acknowledging perspective of engaging them.

Do we project our holographic versions of ourselves out into this medium that serves as a nexus point for mental projections. The scenarios are contrived and we assume our conditioned response to the circumstances we find ourselves.  Our tendencies of how we react become self-displayed to us.

I find myself as the functionary confidant to my protagonists. I'm usually the one effectuating the thought [because I have emotional control of my character-observer, though no directional or command effect on the other actors?]. Are these other personages, whether they are one-time ad hoc appearance personalities or frequent flyers: are they from an autonomous source or are they the constraints, inhibitions, or deficiencies of mine acting upon me in avatar representations? Would 'they' be the things that I won't be or dare to be.

Then who are the very solicitous persons? The imagined figment of how I wanted to resonate and communicate. But I said earlier that I have no emotional dream mechanic control or affecting emotional control within the the context of the plot of the dream.

Yet, I do find that it's rare for me being  proactive or initiative-taking in my dreams and, usually just go with the flow of the action, characterizing how I was in my pack-dog ways, Though there were secular times that I was contrarian in my attitude and behavior. Perhaps this is a psychological escape dimension in being the cooperative enabler than the contrarian I feel an imperative to be temporally.

 

I was presciently thinking about this homily earlier today before reading what I imagine is Patrick Mahones MVP acceptance reflection on his accomplishment.

LIFE IS A FATE LOTTERY. Each era favors certain acts and actors. Much like the random Mutli-Million Do$$ar Lottery winners, they are the more secularly favored 'chosen' for the social-civic skills valued in that era. It's neither a congratulations or a backhanded-shading on what they have done. It's another version of the maxim 'It's 'the Game' you would love or hate, than moralize over the players.

Within the temporal-secular paradigm this is 'the standard' and 'the measure'. I actually believe there's more dimension to existence than that from my anecdotal experiences as a contrarian to what is conventionally recognized as 'the standard' or 'the measure' of the quality of life being lived or lived.

Most-to-all express good intentions and ends and have done or tried to do so what is good for others and themselves. Yet, I THINK that what 'They'/We do is a surrogate for what we've yet to conceive of being, per my anecdotal cognizances of phenomena of my experience.

 It's not much they could do, anyways. I think it's the karma caste role they find themselves by the momentum of the forces of their background and whatever aesthetic intellectual fates have fatefully affected them in this present life.

We do make our own realities, but they can't be absolutely judged by others of our times. There's an emotional resonance and affinity to which we associate most strongly. It not only serves, hopefully, our daily intent but sets the stage of tangible and intangible props which others directly or indirectly experience for their emotional degrees of resonant imperatives.

I'll jump to this conclusion that there's a resonant state to be found in the ala carte choices of sentient affinity for which the temporal tangible and intangible trappings are no more than wardrobe and scene props. They're the metaphorical hand and foot holds by which we join in a literal common-union with an energy of identity selflessness in which we become -at the least-the figurative presence in the past-present-future, as well as the omni-point sensory receptor in those synchronous  synchronicities.

Ingenious-Innovative "escapism" from destructive paradigms

 

Ingenious-Innovative "escapism" 

from destructive paradigms

Those things whose form and style provide a 

profound perspective to the consensual way of 

perceiving, thinking about the perception, and 

influencing the feeling of the thought. 

 

Contrary to such other cultural influences that 

promote and sanction dissipating distractions, 

as  gambling, lotteries, and other escapes of 

entertainment and pleasures. If such things are 

accepted as an integral version of what the 

'Society' could be, would it be an extension of 

what we seek to escape to save our sanity 

and lives?

Icons’ and celebrities' provocations and outrages 

of thought and action broke the mold for what 

could be imagined . Their 'art' is celebrated, 

cherished, and followed for the elan of 

meaningfulness it provides from the mundane 

drudgery that has herded life for the many. 

 

Our AfAm culture on this continent has produced 

iconic forms worthy of appropriation for its more 

meaningful expression of human emotion, than the 

sterile regimentation centered around the web of 

materialistic traps. 

Culture is unique and sui generis, not a regurgitated 

menu of things that were, but that COULD BE.

Physical and Intellectual mechanical interbreeding

 

 Physical and Intellectual mechanical interbreeding

I stumbled into a PBS feature on 'First Peoples'. This time it was Asia. 

As the general migration went out to "discover" the world they found circa 100k-110k years ago other non-homo sapiens species. Unlike what we were taught of those other species dying out, they live on through us!

Archeologist and geologist discovered that Neanderthals, latter-day Homo-Erectus, and Desai specie had DNA-genes that exist today in 20% of today's 7Bn people. Their genes play a dominant genetic role in the present human specie vitality, than the adverse negative role we might wrongly suspect. Those who by chance have a mixture of those genes have physiologists that are more resilient in more extreme conditions,

One can extrapolate from that  the cognitve evolutionary cross-fertilization of millenias worth of such intensive interaction between different forms that are kinetically meshing. Purists would decry such miscegenation for the corrupting of the physical bloodlines and as a result, the cultural perspective. From that purist perspective, that is so.

As the neolithic cultures did with the botany and the domestication of animals, there was a benefit to such interbreeding. Culturally, the Jews as outsiders and strangers in their different diasporas over the centuries, became the involuntary cognitive inter-breeders [since any cultural, let alone intimate physical contact would have deadly repercussions] of cultural ways and needs. That gained knowledge, combined with the prohibition and sanctions against the Jews for any societal or culturally integrative roles, restricted them as outside intermediaries between chauvinistic and narrowly myopic cultural prejudices. The Jews, cognitively familiar with the logistical needs and surpluses of these ethnocentric and chauvinist cultures, became the default intermediary suppliers of goods and currencies between those insular, hermited cultures.

Now resentful conspiracies against the Jewish population in general for the small percentage of their midst who carry on the now highly profitable role of material intermediaries, is an ironic sour grapes to their own initiated prejudices that helped develop the skills and intellect of observation and qualifying quantification which the Jews mastered in their ostracization by the prejudice of today's equally resentfully still chauvinistic, insular and intellectually, as well as genetically incestuous cultures.